The moment I feared for the last 17 months became a reality last night. At 11:37 pm Saturday March 12th 2016 my sweet Ashlee took her final mortal breathe. She was surrounded by all of her family and peacefully moved on to the next journey. She no longer hurts, no longer feels pain, and no longer has to be worried. For days friends and family visited with her, and spent the last precious moments of her life with her. She made the moments count and provided us with memorable moments we will treasure forever. She was so so strong, she didn't want to give in, but finally her little body gave into the light and warmth, and moved on to live with her Heavenly Parents again. She has been and is so much to so many. She taught us how to live a better life, gave us such a deep perspective none of us will ever be the same. My heart is truly broken...the pain and sadness I feel is something I will never truly be able to descride. However I know Ash is so happy now. She is looking down on us all with that perfect understanding, and perfect love we all long for. Although there will never be an explanation someone can give me in this life, she now knows the reasons why she had to walk such a difficult and painful road. She is free. She can run and jump and play again.
As she approached death the veil had been thin at times. I know right where she is...and that place is perfect. That place doesn't have cancer...that place only has LOVE and LIGHT.
A few days before she passed we talked about our lives...we were both able to say that we have no regrets...Ashlee lived a life that she was proud of...a life we were all proud of.
Ashlee- We all love and miss you so much. We will all forever be touched by who you were...Thank you for everything you gave to us. You are loved by so many!
We will be having her viewing this coming Friday the 18th from 6-8pm at the Kamas stake center, and Funeral services this coming Saturday the 19th at 11am at the same location. I will post more details as we get closer.
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